I was prescribed medication (oxycodone) during a time that me and my fiance were fighting a lot, because of the medication causing me extreme anxiety and paranoia I made statements to the police, that even though during the time I made them, I truly saw them as extreme abuse, but now, no longer on the medication, I realize the abuse was all in my head. I feel disgusted with myself and am trying so very hard to fix what I have done, but don't know how to recant? I went to victim witness and tried explaining t the situation but they are unwilling to stop pursuing charges? How do I recant? And also, what kind of trouble am I looking at for making such terrible false reports? Please help, I'm trying so hard to fix what I've done.